grief

 I look at the stars, now that you're gone 

they say dead people are alive in the clouds,

I hold grudge in my heart, now that I'm alone

I wish you could come back so that I could make you feel proud. 

I miss your voice in between all these chaos 

my heart runs, wondering if this is a nightmare

I wanna connect all those detached dots

I look at the mirror, oh I miss the way you care.

I rumble through your notebooks

I wish I had made some time for you 

I barely eat, now that I miss the way you cook

I wanna appreciate you, with a bow.

the fragrance in your clothes 

the flower that you planted, ah the way we grew

the window we painted, the breeze that blows 

all remind me of you. 

I wish you were alive, my star

but you are always immortal 

you are a piece of my puzzle, my lil rockstar

you are my only portal.

- Chaithra